mungkin selama ini orang melihat kamu menunggu kamu sakit kamu banyak berkorban. ya aku tau semua itu. aku juga melihatnya seperti itu. maybe people thing i'm so stupid for making you wait for me.

but trust me i have a lots of reasons. i dont know why your ex looks hate me so bad. jika memang dia masih sayang kamu, sungguh aku ngga berhak melarang atau merebutmu darinya. because i am just new comer in your life. dia lebih berhak. dia lebih mengertimu dan lebih sayang kamu. walau sesungguhnya i have a huge love for you. it seem she stiil love you so deep. did you know? its so hurt when you have a chit chat with her. i know you are not mine, so i cant do something to stop my scar. i just smiling, knows that someone over there still love you so bad. even she already has someone new. she can treat you so well. am i wrong if im in love with you when she still in love with you? can i treat you as well as she did? can i give you something unforgetable like she gave to you? but somehow when i read your text, there was something that both of you cant deny. i am happy when you with her, because i can see your happiness. but its also hard inside... i dont care about the scar. i just care of your happiness with or without me