One day I try to think so hard about what should I do. I have to decide something important related with feeling and brave. Should I move on or stuck without any certainty. If I choose to move on, I'm still in a doubt. Can I love him with all my heart? Because I know my self. I know the most who I love that time. But if I choose to stuck, I can't learn more about love and appreciate someone feeling. All I know that time is "Love is loud". Love, a feeling that should be shown to someone you love. So he or she will know about what you feel. And love is an action, not only loving someone in silence.

Suddenly, my mind my heart and my soul wanna try to move on and be brave to learn more about love. It's need a really hard work. Sometimes I made some mistakes, sometimes a big mistake. And yes, the new one feel so hurt and so hopeless. But I never stop to try to be better girl. I never stop learn how to show a feeling. In the beginning of my path, it's still confusing how to bend something that have been done in the past. Slow but sure, now I know how to move on, why I must move on, and the most important thing is I know how big my love to my future.

Time goes by and there are so many moment that we spent together. Our togetherness is a process. No body say it was easy to maintain a relationship. I feel so lucky because I'm brave enough to choose to be move on. All I want now is give the best for him. Try to give the best of me. Try to support him in all condition. And I never stop to pray, wish Allah always lead us in the right way and protect us from the bad things. Amiiin...